it's like, come on, be serious!
2004-09-06 @ 1:20 p.m.

Has anybody besides me ever gone back and read their old diaries? It's a trip, I'm tellin ya. You can see how much I've changed since freshmen year, it's cool. Honestly, I don't understand why anybody liked me when I was a freshmen, I had to be annoying, lol, then again, weren't we all? It's funny when you go back and think about how things were freshmen year and how they are now. It's like, there was a year when everything was a bit dramatic but everybody was still friends. Then you have sophomore year where everything just fell apart, which I still don't understand. Now it's junior year and none of us care anymore. I mean, I took Katie and Alicia home the other day and we all got along for those few minutes. And me and Katie even walked around school together. We didn't talk about much but we didn't argue either. Heck, Me, Lyssa and Ashlei can even speak to each other now. I like it so much better when I don't have to worry about if somebody is planning to mess with me. I don't have to be on guard at all times and it's so much better. It's not as stressful. Anywho, I don't think I could handle it this year cuz everything is pretty hectic. I've always got a lot of work and football yanno. It's cool though. What do ya'll think? Isn't this year gunna be better? Who else is happy bout that? LoL :-) You all better agree with me or I just might ruin your life! LoL, j/k j/k!

Anywho, I'm reading lyrics right now. Don't you just hate when you have a crazy complicated feeling you can't put into words? That's the position I'm in right now and I really want a song that might reflect how I'm feeling. It's one of those love/hate things. Any suggestions?

Yesterday me and Alyssa went out Rivergate. We were gunna go to Threads and Celebrations so I could check out the dresses in case I gottta go there to get a dress for homecoming. I like to be prepared. I don't wanna look stupid yanno. It's kind of exciting. I mean, I dunno how it's gunna turn out. I don't even know if I have a chance. All I know is that it would be real cool. I mean, I'm nothin special so I have no reason to be up there but who knows. :-) Last night we went and saw Wicker Park. Dude. It was so confusing up until like the last 20 minutes. I just sat there like what the heck is going on. It's like come on ppl! What's the deal here!? Anyways, more l8r!