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2004-05-02 @ 2:37 p.m.

We lost the competition, lol, big shocker, and Antioch won, another big shocker, lol. I'm glad none of us cared, lol, we just wanted to go get pizza, thats it. Joseph shot in Mr. B's back window with a water gun, it was hilarious and then Face shot this guy on Ellington Parkway, it was funny, we were all cracking up. Haha, lil buddies from Antioch got scared because Joseph was like "Go get the strap" (meaning the watergun) and handed me the car keys and I acted like I was gunna go get it to shoot them, they totally freaked out and didn't come back near us. I got some awards, I dunno what for but I'll get them tomorrow.

Me and my Dad went to the Frist Center to see the Philips Collection which includes: Van Gough, Monet and Picasso and many more people. I was in total awe, I've always wanted to see some Van Gough paintings, but seeing him, Monet and Picasso was amazing to me. They were all beautiful paintings. Alyssa was supposed to go but since Jenn wanted to "hang out" Alyssa went to her house instead. When she told me I guess I seemed jealous cuz I was mad but it wasn't because she was going over there, its because Jenn wants to be mad at her all the time and Alyssa acts like its ok when Jenn calls her. If I hear Alyssa complain about Jenn again I dunno what I'll do. All I hear is "Me and Jenn go into it today." "Jenn said blah blah and I was like well blah blah." and whatnot. I just don't how you blow off somebody who wants to chill with you all the time for somebody who does for an hour then come monday will be mad again. I don't get it. What's the use?

Well we get to have the dance battles we wanted to make money for Vandy, but I don't know how it will work since we have to pay the money on Saturday. I won't go if the whole team doesn't go. I'm just not doing it. I'm going to be keeping Phillip away from Kenny, or more like, Kenny away from Phillip. I don't understand what their deal is. Well what I don't get is why Kenny has to talk about PJ all the time. I just don't want to hear it. Yeah, sure Phil probably talks about Kenny but at least he doesn't around me because he knows how important Kenny is to me and I suppose he respects that. I don't like being in this position. I don't like any of these little situations I've been thrown in. Like with Alyssa and Jenn, I guess I'm here for when Jenn doesn't want to "hang out" and I'm hear to listen to Alyssa complain about Jenn the rest of the time. With Kenny and Phil I'm torn between the two. I mean, I will always back him up unless what I think is going on is just not right. Argh I dunno what to do. Well I suppose I'll go make some posters for the show by myself since Alyssa is "hanging out" with Jenn and we can't do it together like I asked her to do on Friday.